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slept for a little bit today, this was just after getting my ass whipped by a computer at chess. the LOWEST setting on this is 1000, that's close to master level, it will go all the way up to 1800... you have to be a grand master to beat that.... I played it with out setting the level, it plays in the middle so it was set at about 1400. I played a great game but got my ass whipped anyway. last time I was evaluated it was many years ago and I was about a 740 I am sure I have gotten better since then but damn!! I should grade my performance by how long it takes the computer to think of a new move.

so I really want to get a cert... still thinking about cissp... I am going to go to the bookstore on Monday and see if I can find any of the books on it there and start reading.

I am hungry.... but that is a constant state for me...

Where did I leave the other side of my brain?

I can't seem to get on a normal sleeping schedule, it's not from a lack of trying either

fantasm stuff this weekend... that should be fun

I need a job.

screwed up dream!!

do not read this if you are eating or about to eat...

so I had a dream last night, jonnyx was still my roommate but so was dolimite... (my old roommate) we all went out, I don't know where and were coming back home, when we got there I went into the bathroom and had a bit zit on my head. like the size of a golf ball... I open it up and out pops a ball the size of a golf ball but it's attached... I look in the mirror and it has an iris and a pupil, it's an eye so I stick it back in my head and push it down so it's in the socket with my left eye and look in the mirror. I now I have 2 eyeballs in the left socket and one in the right. I can feel the pressure on the left side of my face from the extra eye being in there.

so now I start doing tests. I cover up my left eyes and I can still see out of my right, I cover up my right eye and can still see. then I cover up my original 2 eyes and I can still see!! however the new eye is bleeding on the inside, I can see the blood on the top of it creeping down into the iris. I cover up the hole in my head where I had opened it up.. with a piece of toilet tissue and put some pressure on my new eye to stop the bleeding.

At this point I am not sure what I should do. I would like to go see a doctor but I have no health insurance so I really can't. I walk downstairs and my new eye keeps slipping out of it's socket down my face (under the skin mind you) and into my mouth. I am just hoping I don't bite it. I push it back up into place and go talk to my roommates, they don't even notice that I have 3 eyes.. I think that maybe it's slipped down again.. I want to eat a sandwich but am worried that my eye will slip down while I eat and I will bite it... then I wake up ...

you want to hear the bad part? I left out the REALLY gross sections...

someone want to analyze THAT dream?!?

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