stress

I have a test coming up in 2 weeks that I am scared to death of... I got my plane tickets today to go...

I am having to bribe recruiters to get me an interview for stuff that I am PLENTY qualified for... not only qualified for but certified in... this I don't understand

I am not getting enough side work, it's hurting, the side work I am getting is spuratic.

I have NO MONEY... it's getting hard to deal with... I am not able to do anything I want to... I will be IN disney world to take my test and I won't even be able to get a ticket and hang out in the park at all just because I am so broke...

fantasm is coming up, I have lots of stuff to do for it... it's all paperwork and calling people.. and I don't have time to do any of it, I need a secretary.

more of my servers are being co-located which is nice that they aren't here any more but bad that they are part of my network and I kind of need them... the X server is gonna be gone tomorrow so I am going to have to find another box to run that on.. this sucks because it needs to be a pretty strong box to run the X servers and I don't have any more really powerful computers up for use...

my birthday is Sunday... I am not looking forward to it being my birthday, but I do get my puppy... that will be nice, I do miss her...

NO MORE STRESS!!!

more and more

"no please, I need more things to do"

I just realized that my drivers license expires on Sunday

AAAAAHHHHHHH!!!!

I had to drive to Gainsville yesterday and all I could do was look out the windows at the trees and wish I was there instead of sitting in my car going to another job.

I think I am going to do some of my studying on a camping trip soon... 2 weeks or so... maybe I can get the fantasm group together to go and we can solve some of the con questions as well... I just need a change of atmosphere