this week

This has been a bad week, I don't know why

I had chinese today for lunch. the fortune cookie really upset me... it said 'keep your nose to the grindstone' I think it upset me so because I am warn thin to begin with

There is a new boyscout office about a mile from work. I think I may have to go by and check it out sometime

'I am naked under my clothes' Everyone laughs when I say it; However there really is another obscure meaning to it

have you ever suddenly looked up and didn't know where you were, didn't know what you were looking at, didn't know anyone around you, couldn't remember how it was you got there. Couldn't remember your own name or anything about yourself. everything seem sureal like you were in the middle of a bad dream.

that is how I have been feeling all day. I need a break, I need some way to escape from the way I am living right now and I don't know how to do it.