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Feb. 12th, 2004
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Feb. 12th, 2004 02:24 amI am in the spare room at my uncles.. it's really nice.. not only that but i can pick up 7 internet connections from this room...just damn... if I had more wireless cards I would bind them all together...
I am very tired, about to go to sleep...
today it was really hard to believe that only 4 hours after I was trotting through snow 8" deep I was walking on the beach in shorts and a tee shirt (and lots and lots of suntan lotion)
I think the trip north is going to depend much on how I feel tomorrow... I may need another day of recovery here before the drive which will mean straight to Denver... sigh...
ok, sleep time!!
I am very tired, about to go to sleep...
today it was really hard to believe that only 4 hours after I was trotting through snow 8" deep I was walking on the beach in shorts and a tee shirt (and lots and lots of suntan lotion)
I think the trip north is going to depend much on how I feel tomorrow... I may need another day of recovery here before the drive which will mean straight to Denver... sigh...
ok, sleep time!!
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Feb. 12th, 2004 02:31 amThe signature on all my emails reads:
"Give in to temptation, it may not pass your way again"
Logicly this trip was one of the biggest mistakes I have ever made in my life, I really can't afford it right now with everything that has happened recently... 3 months from now would be a much better time... I have so many other things that HAVE to be done at the house and contract work coming out my ears.
but logic has nothing to do with this... this is my heart, this is what I want to do, this is where I want to be.
I needed to take this chance, I needed to drive this trip, when it comes to what my heart wants logic needs to be ignored. I don't know what the future will hold for me. but I know that my heart is happy right now, I know that I am happy right now.
Life is nothing but a string of moments... there was one point in my life where I had no moments left... where I was at the end... where there wasn't going to be a future...but there was, I was given another chance to live. I have to keep reminding myself of what I learned... that I need to live now. Noone can really predict the future, the future will take care of itself... I am happy being here, I am happy where I am right now...
"Give in to temptation, it may not pass your way again"
Logicly this trip was one of the biggest mistakes I have ever made in my life, I really can't afford it right now with everything that has happened recently... 3 months from now would be a much better time... I have so many other things that HAVE to be done at the house and contract work coming out my ears.
but logic has nothing to do with this... this is my heart, this is what I want to do, this is where I want to be.
I needed to take this chance, I needed to drive this trip, when it comes to what my heart wants logic needs to be ignored. I don't know what the future will hold for me. but I know that my heart is happy right now, I know that I am happy right now.
Life is nothing but a string of moments... there was one point in my life where I had no moments left... where I was at the end... where there wasn't going to be a future...but there was, I was given another chance to live. I have to keep reminding myself of what I learned... that I need to live now. Noone can really predict the future, the future will take care of itself... I am happy being here, I am happy where I am right now...
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Feb. 12th, 2004 04:37 pmHelp, help! I have been abducted by a cloei girl!
she is taking me to perversion to go dancing tonight...
I think we are going to go and eat at a southern place to eat a little later...
she is taking me to perversion to go dancing tonight...
I think we are going to go and eat at a southern place to eat a little later...