a quick poke before bed...

[hugme]

as I am sure you all know I haven't been posting or online lately...
so here is your poke, and a list...

what I am doing:
I started my new job on Monday... it's good but they are already working me to death...
I still try to make practice after work every day but it's a difficult trip...
the fence is close but not done yet...
I have very little time to do anything any more
I have been missing you all... my friends... a lot, or anyone for that matter...
things are good, but very lonely here, computers aren't very good at hugs.
dreams lately have not been good

more stuff....
did my life actually exist, are my memories more than simple electrical signals passed around my head?

studies have shown that the 'thinking' parts of the brain don't actually function until after a decision is made...
so is the mind capable of actually making a decision or just rationalizing the past?

the world is created by our own mind, our mind bends the world to fit it's needs.... space and time were created by our consciousness.... our mind believes that in space physical objects would not exist in random patters but instead be close to each other, therefore gravity exists... (as an example)

for the most part I don't like the summertime.... the day star is an evil beast.... however one of the reasons I DO like it is the fruit... oh, so much fresh fruit... you should see my refrigerator!! pineapple, grapefruit, oranges, cherries, melonaise (heh)...... next in the season are the berries.... oh so many I will eat...

good night world, may you lay in happy slumber...