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[hugme]

it's 4:15 in the morning...

I just awoke from a horrible nightmare about my surgery and my scar.... I haven't had one of those in a long, long time.... they faded, then I got them sometimes when the scar would break open... this time it hasn't... so why did I get it now...

I hate this thing...

I don't want to go to sleep again...

sigh...