The new year

[hugme]

first last year:

> This year I resolve:
> To start a good college career, get some good strong base classes done.
Had to quit college due to hospital stay...

> To throw an awesome party
threw one party... turned out badly...

> To become better at C programming especially with networking.
much, much better with networking... still haven't been able to crack my C book back open.

> To become supreme emperor of the universe
getting closer

> To get back together with old friends, To have them over
nope

> To dance
fucking clubs have all closed... bastards...

> To make more clothing
I didn't make a single stich this year

> To keep my house clean
looks much better than it did, but still needs some work

> To use my passport!!!
nope... not once

> To go camping more often
did a good deal of camping at the begining of the year...
a few good hikes too

> To put more poetry on my web site
put up 3

> To laugh more
sigh... less...

> To love more
I tried...


> To become a clown again and make people smile
Every day it seems to become harder and harder to smile...